to be getting pissed.....

[CheerMum]

i know it's not a friday night but i have had a right bastard of a day and am rather quickly working my way through a bundle of cider.

this is my first AIBU so please be gentle with me (plus i suspect i may burst into tears)

I've had a shitter of a day as well and am also working my way through many bottles of cider.

Whats up, anything you want to rant about?

I am also getting pissed as i am off work until Wed so really this is another Sat night (this makes perfect sense in my head)

Oh also very sorry you've had a bad day

hehe thanks ladies. just a tough day, bad back, depression etc blah blah blah.

cheers all.

dh will NOT be impressed when he returns with dd from dance class to find me half gone so wanted some reassurance that i'm not some evil bitch

Cheermum I will join you in the drinking! I have a big fat bottle of wine that I am intending to drink and not feel even slightly guilty for. Crap day also.
Anything we can....well, not help with...but do you fancy a moan/rant?

have put "merlin" on dvd so can slobber over the young man playing arthur like a proper dirty old woman too hehe

nope, not an evil bitch - just someone who's had a bad day and fancies a drink to feel less shit. Not a capital offence. xx

I am shortly cracking open the vino when ds in bed.Crappy work day here too,think am having big crash emotionally atm,dps anniversary has really hit me hard and am very tearful atm.big hugs and a glass of something for others who have had crappola day x

YANBU if i had anything in the house i would be joining you. I too have had rubish day so i say enjoy yourself and have one for me

How could you be an evil bitch for having a few drinks after a shitty day??

Will your DH be OK with you though? If he wouldn't be it'd counteract the effect of the drink on making you feel a bit better.

thanks guys. we home ed and today was a difficult day, got through it but took a lot out of me. plus am coping with depression/anxiety and a bad back (prolapsed disc) and insomnia (joy)...oh, and ibs (delightful). i am aware that my coping mechanisms are not good ones (drink and self harm)

dh is mostly supportive but his dad was an alcoholic so he is less than tolerant. gaah, sorry for going on. will shut up now x

big hug too mavis and a to M F

Am considering ordering takeaway just for so they can bring me ...

ooh, do yours do that (v.v. jealous)

Ah, well, if you're drinking might lead to you self harming then it's probably not a good idea.

Sorry 'if your drinking...'.

MistressFrankly do your takeaways really bring wine? now thats a service & a half!

no worries, i like to self harm anytime, so don't worry that i'll do something stupid. will most likely fall asleep by 8pm!

Are you getting any professional help with your anxitey/coping mechanisms CM?

nope. i was told by the mental health team earlier this year that i had had more than "my fair share" of treatment. so, i just cope by myself.

i'm okay guys, don't want this to descend down to a morbid thread, just a bit of light relief after a crappy day

so how have YOUR day's been?

yes they do missmalteaser most will bring wine and beers. There is also the nice delivery folk that will bring ANYTHING from crates of beer and fags to nappies, loo roll and condoms 24/7 but that is a slippery slope my wallet would not thank me for.