To be bloody miserable

[Bobbiesmum]

My ds is 11 months and is just starting his 14th admission to hospital with bronchiolitis.
It's 6am and I'm sat in a and e alone with my beautiful baby boy. I got a cab here alone as dh had to stay at home with dd.
At first family and friends rallied around but we are in hospital so often no one really bothers anymore. Dh is self employed and needs to work. He did keep taking time off at first but these admissions are too frequent now so I sit in hospital alone watching my poorly baby get so sick.
I know there are people much worse off but it is so bloody hard. AIBU to be so miserable?

Thanks everyone for your lovely messages . Once, my phone won't let me reply to your pm for some reason but it is much appreciated.
Poor baby has pneumonia, going to have more immune tests and start on monteleukast. I need a good sleep now!

Got clarithromycin and ventolin. Sounds like you are very experienced in this stewie, poor you. Will def join your support thread, thanks for inviting me!
Now just to decide whether to still go on holiday (have cancelled 5 so far this year). Was meant to go to centre parks on mob, still got 2 days left....

Mon not mob, sorry typing on I phone

Go to Center Parcs. If you need a&e it won't be the hospital you work at and you will be able to be more -stroppy- assertive. So sorry your boy has pneumonia and hope he turns the corner soon and that you get some rest. Hope DH can come in to do a shift for a reasonable stretch so you can get a bath and shut your eyes at home for a few hours.

Glad you got lots of support. Have noticed on here that it's always there for the sensible stuff when it's needed.