Missing important events

[Billfrog]

It’s my son’s first proper football match today.

And I‘m missing it, because I‘m hungover.

I‘ve tried to pretend to DH that I‘m not. And that I need to stay at home to finish something. This is actually true, but I could have done it this afternoon instead.

I feel so terribly guilty. DS deserves so much better.

DS didn’t see me drinking, I started after he went to bed. And carried on drinking after DH went to bed.

I'm guessing that this is part of a pattern of behaviour?