I’m so annoyed at myself, I haven’t had a drink since Christmas and last night ended up getting hammered. I feel so bad about it and I thought I had got on top of it, but clearly not. As soon as I get tipsy that’s it, I just can’t seem to stop. I can have one drink and stop no problem, but as soon as I feel the effects all of my self control seems to go out of the window. Argh.