Here we go again -husband hasn't drunk for six months now spent

[CareerGirl01]

Basically this keeps happening and I can't turn to anyone. I feel like a prisoner - I want to run but we have 6 and an 18 month old. I thought things would get better

Sorry meant to say have spent 4 days with heart palpitations and feeling sick to my stomach

What exactly has happened? I can't work out from your post.

Has he gone AWOL/ on a binge / started quietly having 'just one' again? All equally devastating when you've had six hopeful months

My DH has just had a binge - he hasn't drunk anything for just over a year. I feel really disappointed and like you sick to my stomach - I have 7 and 3 year old daughters. The thing is I gave up my moderate drinking because his put me off alcohol totally. Because he only binges occasionally (but they often last days) he always swears he will never drink again. I'm thinking of leaving him - but that feels out of proportion. He's also put on loads of weight this last year and I'm finding it hard to fancy him. Don't know what to do- I would say everything else is good in our lives. His DF drinks heavily and I think he grew up seeing this.