Aaaarrrggghhhh if I go to sleep then I wake up with only one sleep till panel (approval) Last time I was nervous this time scared because our AS now 7 really wants a sibling and that's not somthing we can give with out adoption then the added social worker saying she is asking a child social worker if she can share a CPR before panel what does that even mean [shock] 🤞 that it goes well our family would be complete if not we are booking New York for Xmas buying a dog and booking to go back to Florida in May 2020 [hmm][smile]