Well you all might remember my post a few weeks ago when I first heard about my little one, I had a complete meltdown and was all for calling the whole adoption off, nothing to do with the child and everything to do with me! Well time has now marched on and I have read the CPR's, medicals and met the FC who gave a lovely account of my dd.
I have got over my very very cold feet and whilst I still am still wearing socks just in case, I am now counting down to January panel with intros late Jan!!
Thanks to everyone who replied and gave me some perspective and reassurances, I do hope I can come back during the next steps for more valuable guidance.
I would particularly like to thank Happysunflower who has been a rock to me the past few months, she has been supporting me all the way and has made my fears much less due to her support.
xx