I'm still married but we've taken a break because we were considering divorce and thought that some time apart might help with this decision.
I reconnected with an ex and we met twice, first time just for a date but nothing else. Yesterday we met again and kissed, which I was fine with. But then he went on to suddenly force himself on me and it took me a few moments to tell him to stop. It happened so fast but he did stop but got angry at me, but I don't think I ever made any sign that I wanted this and then but now I'm questioning myself.
If I'm honest the one person I want to tell is my husband but I don't think I can because it would be such a slap in the face even though we agreed to take a break. I'm not sure why I posted here but I am not sure if I should talk to someone or who even.