Fed up

[Whyohwhy99]

Got myself on a downer. No idea why no reason for it. Energy is zero. Can't lift myself out of it. Have things i need to do go to do them something silly happens i feel instantly drained and give up. I'm child free and wasting that time that I could be doing something.

How long has it been going on for @Whyohwhy99 ?

I have been trying to get motivated. Thinking if i start the rest will follow. Something silly happens. I do have house work to do but thsts not essential today. I'm needing to remove a wall i built

It happens on and off its not constant all the time. I wouldn't say I'm depressed. Although I feel it today but I feel like its partly an energy thing. Like if I didn't feel so drained i wouldn't be so fed up.

Because i don't need it there. Its making a nice large bright room feel shit and closed in.