Why did I just burst out crying?

[Florally]

I can’t help it. I’m still doing it.

I love my job I don’t have Sunday night feelings… I had an amazing New Year’s party, I hosted Christmas (hated that) but am never doing it again.

Scrolling through Instagram and just burst into tears and my family kept saying ‘why?!’ ‘What’s wrong?!’

I honestly don’t know.

Anyone else??

I always feel a "dip" after the festivities. Part of it is that it's over. Part of it is back to reality and normality. Part of it is the debt to face in January. Part of it is the food/wine indulgence has to stop.
By the end of Jan, I'm on cloud nine, realising that winter is almost over and spring is on the way.