I really struggle to cope at this time of year. The darkness, the grey, rain, sickness, long evenings, housebound.....the list is endless. And my whole mood and motivation feels dark and grey too. It's such a big crap struggle. I can't wait until January. The hype of Christmas makes me wanna bury myself somewhere and sleep until January. But that ain't realistic. Sorry to be so down in the dumps but everyday is a struggle.