Just that really. Went for a smear this morning, supposed to be a quick pit stop before I took my son out for the day. Smear took forever and at the end the nurse said she’d found a “lump” that was a bit “unusual” and not like the usual cysts etc she’s seen. I’m quite a calm person, but have been a bit shaken by being asked to return to see the GP this afternoon- though the nurse said not to worry.
Anyway, going shortly and could just do with a handhold. I’ve had CIN2 before, which was successfully dealt with by LLETZ, and have since had 2 clear smears, so I’m sure it’s something and nothing, but I’m a single mum and can’t help but worry.
Son was also furious because I’ve been working like a dog all week and barely seen him- and we had to change plans because of this - and ofc couldn’t tell him why (he’s 8), except that the health check up mummy had this morning had a second part they’d forgotten to tell me about (had to tell him where I was as he’s being watched by friends for an hour, and no way to lie- besides which ofc I didn’t think I needed to this morning!)
just feeling a bit fed up, really.