DS18 absolutely smashed

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Anyone still up? Just had a knock on the door from a hysterical girl saying my DS was absolutely smashed, passed out in the middle of the road. We went and picked him up where he promptly vomited down us and himself. Got him cleaned up and I'm laying in bed next to him.

This is after taking an overdose 2 weeks ago - I suggested that going out was not the best thing to do but he said he would be fine.

I just fucking want to fucking scream.

@Spirallingdownwards I don't share my views with DS as I'm not an idiot. I just read, research and am taking a watchful waiting approach. He is already in touch with GIDS but their waiting list is years and years.

Unfortunately we can't afford private counselling and DS is very, very dismissive of any support. He's been through CAMHS, crisis teams, DBT group, one to one support, all of it he says is shit. As I say he seems determined to harm himself. He's diagnosed himself with BPD and I would agree he fits the criteria- does so many risky things, risky sexual behaviour, obviously the drinking, spends money recklessly.