Anyone else need to win occasionally?

[Pismascrescents]

I’ve had 30 years of constant stress, problems and money worries. I have genuinely cheered on other people doing well, while I have not. I’ve made right decisions, worked hard and the payoff never arrived. Still waiting.

I want to feel like I am on top again. Have things to look forward to. Have things going well and feel good. I’ve actually forgotten what it feels like.

Anyone else?

Didn't want to leave you unanswered - yes I know how you feel.
There's been a few life altering situations in my life which have all gone the wrong way. If they had worked out I would be set for life and not struggling on as I currently am.

I used to think I was lucky/blessed. I'm not sure I believe that now. My life is getting further and further way from where I would have liked it to be.

So, yes, you have my sympathies