Jesus fucking Christ, I've just stood on the scales and I'm 15st 12lbs. Fuckity fuck.
I'm writing this post so it's black and white and I know something has to change immediately. I've completely lost myself. Stupid depression and antidepressants.
I used to be a size 8, my hair was always done, I made an effort and I wore lovely outfits. I've ended up in tracksuits, crocs and my hair in a bun with barely any moisturiser on.
Tomorrow is a new day and a new start.