Over a couple of years I lost 72kg, still very overweight at 117kg but was obviously much healthier and looked it and was working on the rest.
the last year has been pretty hard and the last 4m I’ve been homeless either in hostels, budget hotels or briefly air bnbs so I’ve lived off fast food, sugar, caffeine and salty shit, drink to much alcohol and I look awful for it.
I haven’t actually put any weight on as I walk a lot and that seems to have counteracted the shit I’ve put in my body but I’m bloated, my skin looks grey and awful, my hair is shit, my posture is shit suddenly, I just look REALLY fucking unhealthy and I’m incredibly down about it.
I finally have somewhere to live in a shared flat so access to a kitchen but I need to feel better quickly, yet I cannot get my head around what I need to do. Which I know is ridiculous but I’m just coming off the adrenaline of the last few months and now feel like I’m wading through treacle