What now?

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IDK even know what I want from this thread. I've just buried my kid's dad. My best friend. Now what the fuck am I supposed to do?

I can't even begin to imagine how you're feeling right now but didn't want you to go unanswered. I'm fairly sure there's a specific section for widows so might be worth seeing if there are any threads there to help with the more practical aspects of managing the huge change to your lives?

I'm not really a widow. I would hate to take that away from anyone suffering it. We were seperated but he was still my best friend. I still loved him. I just couldn't live with him.

You would be just as welcome on the thread I'm absolutely certain of it. It's not just widows and no one will feel you are taking anything away from anyone, you don't have to have a marriage certificate to feel the loss in the same way x