Miscarriage

[maypeacetravel]

Trigger Warning: Miscarriage and birth

Hi we are currently using my maternity leave to travel round Europe our next stop is Norway with our toddler and baby. I used mumsnet alot when I was going through recurrent miscarriages and finally feeling in a much better space to give support to anyone going through miscarriages or if anyone wanted to ask anything please feel free. We travelled to bond as a family and deal with what we went through during 3 recurrent miscarriages and a traumatic birth of our first son. Feel free to look through our photos on insta:
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This is so kind of you.
I started to bleed at 10 weeks (3 weeks ago) and it has been the hardest time I’ve ever had.
I had a medical miscarriage to help it along and I would never wish that pain on my worst enemy!
the pain and blood loss caused me to pass out at home and I ended up getting admitted to hospital just 4 hours after inserting the pessary.

3 weeks later I am still bleeding and hope it will come to an end soon as I’m due to go abroad in 2 days and (mentally) could really do with this holiday without worrying about miscarriage stuff.

how did you (or how do you) deal with the emotional pain of it all? I went back to work this week for just 2 days and I felt as though I was just being a fake, different person and was then emotionally drained on my first day off and couldn’t get out of bed until about 2pm!