So I’m currently on maternity leave and thought about a month ago I wanted a new job with more hours. I’ve just been offered a job but now I don’t think I’m ready to go back it’s all happened so quickly, I feel so stupid, this new job is a huge opportunity for me, would I be an idiot to miss out on it, cause all I want right now is to enjoy my babies for as long as possible. To give some background before I went on maternity leave I was working 3 days a week my 4 year old starts school in September and I’ve adored being able to have that time with him although he’s really ready for school now. My second son has only just turned 8 months. New job would be Monday to Friday 9.30-2.30 which is great for school but they want me to start in 2 weeks time. I feel so incredibly torn!!!