DH has terminal cancer. Last night he had a massive stroke, we sat for over an hour waiting for an ambulance. The hospital he is in is strictly no visiting, he can't call or text me as he has lost his speech and he has an unsafe swallow, he is confused and agitated. I think I might need support to get through today. Who can I call? Macmillan were useless at the start of our journey. I have called for updates but feel guilty at phoning as I know they are busy and they can't always get to the phone. I just need to talk to someone.