Does anyone else feel shite today?

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Hardly slept last night. I feel depressed and anxious and apathetic. Did manage to shower and put a wash on but ugh. DH is making lunch then we'll go out for a walk which might help. I just can't be bothered to do anything.

I always crash at Christmas, combo of being tired from work and the cold/dark. I figure it's fine if I'm lazy and gross for a few days and then I'll get back on it after that Gonna catch up on some reading which I never normally seen to have time to do.

Also I've drunk way too much alcohol but planning to stop from today.

Hope you all feel better soon. We had a short walk, shorter than planned as the DCs bumped heads and howled 🙄 then were too grumpy to enjoy it. But at least we all got outside and had some fresh air. Nice bit of winter sunshine too.

Bad stomach here too 😩😣

I was awoken by a beeping noise at 2:15 a.m. ... a snacking teenager had left the fridge door wide open so the temperature alarm was going off.😡Then couldn’t get back to sleep for ages.

So I’m a right grump! We’re in the US so still morning and we’re planning a walk. I think my favorite coffee shop is open so I’ll be getting a caffeine injection to keep me going.🤣

In a complete mood today. Can't see my family because they're in tier 4 and 200 miles away and I miss my sister and nieces. Went for a walk with DH, I hate walking, he walks too fast and annoys me, we had a row and then I moaned about Covid, a lot! The teenagers have agreed to come out for tea with us and his Mum so that will hopefully be nice, then I get to go to work tomorrow 🥳

Wish I could go to work. In normal times though... I'm a teacher 😁

Yes. I did actually have an amazing Christmas day, a quite relaxed boxing day, but today I feel exhausted and have an odd feeling. It's the uncertainty now of the new year.

Yup
Have hit a wall today. Want everyone to just fuck off
Feel tired despite tons of sleep and doing very little
Almost looking forward to my little office in work where at least I can get some peace
And then I feel really guilty
The thought of a whole January like this makes me feel bleak

I was feeling a bit more positive today, after a low day yesterday. Got soe cleaning done and wnet for a run. Then dd (14) came and told me the perfume she got for Christmas didn't smell of anything, and on further questioning we realised she cant smell anything - at all,and apparently couldn't yesterday either! So off for a test for her and now all holed up isolating waiting for results and keeping fingers crossed for a speedy (negative hopefully!) result. I'm not sure being trapped in the house with dh and teen dc for another 10 days will help anyone!!

Yep. Too much food and booze. Agro from stbxh and I’ve upset a family member. My self esteem has taken a hit today and I had a little cry and then a nap earlier. Felt groggy. Bring on the new year. I just want to take the tree down now and put all the Christmas crap away.