I'm so stupid. I lied about not bf and went and done botox. I wanted to wean off the lo anyway as the lo is coming up to 20 months and I feel very restricted as dc is always attached to me but I've been suffering with some mh issues and randomly decided I needed botox. My self esteem is really bad, my skin, my hair, my teeth, my body isn't the same as over 2 years ago and is bringing me down.
The product they used for 3 area botox is juverderm. I haven't bf for 24 hours but struggling as the lo keeps on following me everywhere and wants a sip. I'm heartbroken, I thought I was ready for this. I want to offer the lo and get back to bf after 48 hours is complete. Has anyone bf after the procedure? I'm pumping and dumping right now and I've been crying as the wasted milk goes down the drain and keep thinking the lo could have had it. Please be kind with your comments as I'm not in a good place right now and regret it.