Things that annoy you about yourself.:.

[WinWinnieTheWay]

I am constantly pissed off with myself. Obviously not enough to actually change but here goes;

1. I talk the talk but limp and have a a rest for the walk.

2. I'm a tidy person trapped in the life and habits of a slob.

3. I'm always tired. It must annoy the shit out of everyone I know.

I overthink and over analyse situations after they've happened. I can't give up bad food choices

I’m a control freak. Plan to the nth degree. Don’t suffer fools gladly. Can be disgracefully insincere. Talk to myself in the car. I really like the taste of good food and fine wine, hence I avoid looking at my backside.

I'm terrible at remembering to contact and keep in touch with the people I like and love. Literally out if sight out of mind. I have a sneaky list on my computer of people to contact weekly, fortnightly and monthly that I stayed doing in lockdown. It seems to be working but it feels so fake to not just be amazing art being sociable.

I get really excited when someone talks about something l know about and can't help but interrupt them. I also make bad food choices. And l dwell on things way longer than l should.

Pretty much everything.

My anxiety about not fitting in means I gabble. It's nervous talking to fill conversation gaps and I hate myself for it.

I'm not good at being angry/pissed off. I either say something when I shouldn't have or stew and get upset. Never found a middle path.

Overthinking and overeating!

I’m lazy. Full of good intentions though 😂

I can't make a relationship work, I push partners away or ghost them when I feel they ignore me.
Im a bad judge of character
I struggle with fakeness when I see other people fawn all over each. I don't think it's in me to join in.
I'm terrible with money
I still can't drive

I'm always 5 minutes late. For everything. Not usually any more than that but never ever on time. I drive myself bonkers and hate myself for never quite leaving early enough to get where I'm going on time.

I always think it'll take me less time to get somewhere than it actually does. Even trips that I do every day like work. Thankfully I now work flexitime (when I was in an office) and better still I now work from home so I no longer have that mad dash up the stairs to get to my office desk before anyone notices I'm 5 minutes late again.

Procrastination and self sabotage

I’m a terrible procrastinator but excellent planner. I have no oomph so know know exactly what and how I want to do something but never actually do it.

@thistimelastweek

I' m always hot. Or cold. Just right is a rare event.

Me too!!!! It’s infuriating and I annoy myself!

I never shut the fuck up for starters.

Although I can close down threads

I am shit at factoring in how long it takes to get out of house and get to places when thinking about needing to be somewhere so often end up rushing and stressed. Every bloody time. Why can’t I be better at this!

I get on my own nerves all the time!

I'm negative, obsessive about things, I LOVE talking about myself and my hobbies, I'm messy, lazy, and disorganised. I spend too much money on crap that I don't need because it makes me happy.
I do the second wind thing too, I think I'm tired, then several hours later I'll still be awake.
I'm always late to things.

I'm a dreadful insomniac which means I'm lazy, slovenly and usually unwashed. I'm also agoraphobic which is probably just as well.
Unfit for public consumption!

I'm a reluctant hostess, I find it incredibly tiring

I can easily cut people off, I'm a bit too emotionless about it for my liking (🤔)

I promise to meet up with people, coffee etc, but just cba when it comes down to it. I'd rather be alone. It's a push to socialise but I enjoy myself once there

I take on too much when I'm feeling 'up' and then regret it, panic and start working out how I can get out of it. And I'm stupidly impulsive. I just applied for a masters degree tonight after thinking about it for about 2 nanoseconds. Applied for funding and everything. I'm not even drunk so I can't blame it on the wine!

I'm insecure. I'm not tolerant. I'm an over thinker. I am judgemental. I'm a people pleaser. I actually dislike myself a lot.