I've just made myself cry watching x factor auditions on YouTube

[ImFree2doasiwant]

Am I a total loser? I'm not sure what possesses me. I don't watch talent shows, but occasionally, a clip pops up on social media , I watch it and get drawn down a rabbit hole of emotional/amazing auditions for x factor or Britain's got talent and end up a blubbing mess.

Is it just me?

I watched the first Diversity audition on BGT. Cried buckets! Not like me at all. Week later, I found out I was pregnant!

I'm.definitely not pregnant. Not dtd in over 3 years .

Maybe I'm depressed.

Just watched the diversity audition , nothing.

No I do this too much. Get caught in a YouTube hole and always find myself on xfactor auditions.

Some classics:

Eoughan or whatever you spell it crying at Diane vickers last song

Andrea something - 'I didn't know my own strength' Whitney houston

Ruth Lorenzo - purple rain.

I've took it too far haven't I?

I do this all the time. Sometimes it feels great to get a big cry out. My favourites are golden buzzers on Britain's and America's Got Talent

@rmca it seems that if I go looking for them, they don't "work". I remain unmoved at all of those!

@quietlyspoken08 yep. Those golden buzzer moments. I would never sit and watch this on the telly. Wtf is wrong with me?

@ImFree2doasiwant - that made me laugh! I always end up on these; that and watching people sing songs from Les Mis. Golden Buzzer does nothing for me - I am dead inside for BGT, Dead I tell you.

I sometimes watch Alys Williams on the Voice, beautiful voice with her welsh accent

I usually blub at the video of kelly clarkson singing piece by piece on the last episode of American Idol.

@ChewChewIsMySpiritAnimal - oh that's a good one!!