Hello all. I have suffered with anxiety and general anxiousness for years and years but lately, unsurprisingly maybe, it’s at a high.
I’ve developed physical aches and pains this last week. Aching joints, pains in my lower abdomen and right side of my abdomen (no symptoms of uti, kidney infection, appendicitis etc. No other symptoms than lethargy but I think that’s due to the situation we’re in. Trying to keep off google!)
Feels like a dull ache like I’ve worn a heavy belt earlier in the day. Not spasmy pain.
The locum GP spoke to me on the phone and after a chat suggested that my bowels were a bit sluggish so the pains are probably a touch of constipation pain or my gut reacting to my anxiety.
My appetite is completely gone too. This is unusual for me but again, I’m crediting the anxiety for this one.
For context; my parents are high risk. Living 2 hours away with no support. I am high risk too but less than my parents. I have a 15 month old DD and a partner who is a key worker but very rarely directly with the public. I’m very worried about my parents. They are still going out for shopping as they have no one to help. And wouldn’t accept help if it was offered.
Thank you for reading my essay.
Maybe I need to be told to buck up!