For me, it is I, who was always my ally. I could do no wrong and I thank you for it. I miss you so much, and this is Christmas No 3 without you.
To S, who found life too much. Well, it has been hard for everyone who cared.
To K, whose body gave in. Your kids are fine I am proud and happy to report.
To E who was so lovely, even when she was helpless and we are looking after your man as promised.
And to everyone else who is not here, but should be.