I am currently waiting to find out whether I am
pregnant (a pregnancy I do not want). I did take the morning after pill the next day as it happened in the evening but we know they're not 100% effective. I bought cheapie tests online which I've been taking every day even though my period isn't due for another five days and all of them have been negative so far. I took one last night and I came back to it after about 30 mins later and I saw a very faint line which I think was an evap line but I threw it on the floor and smashed it cos I was so upset and scared believing it was a + but the T line has now disappeared so I assume it was not a positive after all! Now I am really debating whether to go and get a proper clearblue early detection test and find out once and for all. I just want to find out early as possible because I know for sure I have 100% decided I will be going to have an abortion but I hear the nhs funded you have to wait 2-3 weeks which is unacceptable cos that will most likely put me at around 8-9 weeks! I just want it over with. Should I take a test now or wait til my period in 5 days? I'm in such a state of panic I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't think... I can't get on with my life unless I get a heavy, proper period to let all of this go away 