Have namechanged for this. I would have posted in conception but don't want to appear insensitive.
As the title suggests I am not trying for a baby. I track my periods on an app which states today I am 8dpo.
I don't know why but something made me do a test today. I can see the faintest of faint lines. It's not as clear in the pictures but I would appreciate your opinions please.
Reasons I cannot have a baby include not being financially able to. I already have 2dc with stbxh and we live in a tiny 2 bed rented house.
I am a student and would have to have to drop out after working so hard to get here (am a mature student).
I've only been with my bf 3 months and have recently been diagnosed with bipolar type 1. It is no excuse but the unprotected sex happened when he was drunk and I was in a manic phase. When I am like that I am highly sexed and partake in dangerous risky behaviour. I'm finally getting help and this would jeopardise all of that.
I cannot believe I have been so stupid.