NC - so how is it you're able to cope with my questions, considerably more direct, without distress, or with commendable composure
BU - I was expecting it, not at the end of a 10 hour shift, facing a long drive home, going home to my family I happen to be an A*E doc, facing stressful situations require me to have an air of calm to be calm in face of hostility, drunk, rude, scared patients, all manner of instances, parents of dying children, I have to maintain composure at that. I'm tapping into that at moment. You can rest assured I'm deeply distressed and upset by this whole process.