NC - so on Xmas eve you stood your ground, in early Xmas morn you were certain you don't feel safe when SP is there, but on 28th use CR anyway. Mixed messages, no?
BU - no, as I said, I was very afraid, very shakne, very distressed, freeaking out, trying to htink how I could keep safe from further aggression and hostlitiy. AFter speaking to family, contacted friend and gave general info about what happened, no name, no specificis, that I'd had an incident, would she accompany me, so that I'd feel safe. She chouldn't attend due to train issues. I thought I'd put my big girl pants on and be brave.