Hi there, merry Christmas. I’ve done ok . I jabbed 3.75 on Christmas Eve, fully expecting festive chaos and a moral failing of epic proportions. Instead… I’m sitting here today feeling a bit constipated mildly bloated, but oddly reassured?
I ate Christmas dinner, Roasties, pigs in blankets, pudding, alcohol. I drank what I wanted, ate what I fancied — but in moderation, without that horrible switch flipping into “oh well, I’ve ruined it now so may as well eat everything ”.
I don’t think I overate hugely. I stopped when I was full. I didn’t feel deprived. I didn’t feel out of control. I ate 2600 on Christmas Day, but most of the excess was alchohol and tiramasu. I looked back over the whole week, and my taverage was 1600 . Didn’t feel like eating much on Boxing Day and yesterday so it’s all evened out I think.
Honestly, for someone who went into Christmas with a lot of anxiety and a long history of festive food meltdowns, this feels like a quiet miracle. I’m constipated today (solidarity to anyone else clutching a kiwi and a litre of water), but mentally I’m calmer than I expected.
oddly my scales are broken (divine intervention to stop any spiralling) so don’t really know what impact it’ll have had, but hopefully since I’ve been in a deficit of average over the week, it won’t have derailed anything. But not going to weight until first week of January has I din’t want to stress myself over new year x was spiralling abiT on Christmas Eve.
much love to you all! X