@TheBroonOneAndTheWhiteOne Yes!! My whole "thing` for ages was that weight loss isn't linear as it made so much sense to me and compeltley helped my mental health when I realised. I don't have the picture to hand...,
But for me it was how a weight loss graph looks linear when zoomed out over time (ie mine does on shotsy now) but if you zoom in there's peaks and troughs and it can look like weeks staying the same when it's all part of it.
@Onenotsosmallstep Yes it's a wonderful corner isn't it and I'm so unbelievably grateful to you all for sharing the journey. It's helped me so much.
@Lds1 That's an incredible change in a year isn't it. I'm so hoping to get to 11. I'm already feeling so different in a smaller body than I had but sooo want to get there now! Well done.
@Missingducks what a lovely post. I love your comment about grace and forgiveness and that's stuck with me to ponder on today ❤️.
Christmas Day - I had a lovely day. My life has been insanely stressful the last couple of months and it was among to have a day to rest and enjoy. I didn't restrict at all but found I wasn't binging. Yes I ate more than normal including a few chocolates and some Christmas cake... But I wonder if this is what it's like for epipek without weight issues - I had some extras but didn't need to "eat the box" of chocolates I could just enjoy a few. I put everything on my plate I wanted from Xmas dinner and the sides.., but found I didn't want to eat it all so stopped just after being full. I had 2 croissants for breakfast instead of my yoghurt and fruit. I wasn't hungry for Xmas pud so we're having it new year as kids don't like it, and just at some cheese and crackers in the eve as didn't want a real meal. This is actual magic and all I've dreamed off. Being able to eatlike a Normal Person. To indulge without it leading to binging or a restrict cycle and to enjoy what I was eating. Intuitive eating I guess.
No wonder all those normal people rules didn't work when my body was working against me. Whether insulin resistance or something about hunger or fat adaption or psychological or the adhd who knows. But my mind is finally able to work the wya I've wanted it to for my whole life.
I went though my emails and tried to join an eating disorders service in 2012, joined a disordered eating therapy group in 2015..and put on an awful lot of weight between those dates.
I'm now back to 2013 weight and nearly back to 2012...
I do realise I may need to budget for mounjaro longer term if it's some kind of deficiency. I think after a year I'm so used to thinking like this it would be mentally catastrophic to come off and have that intense craving and hunger back.
For 2026 I'm hoping to go from 13st13 to 10st 13. I'm no longer obese at 13st 2. I really want to get to a weight where I can buy some bravissmo bras and some summer clothes without thinking it's temporary...
I did jab 51today. Weighed and put on shotsy but SO aware it's water weight after yesterday and looking forwards to a simpler eating week.
Hope all is well everyone xx