Hellooooo! Just checking in. If I am honest I haven't actually weighed in lately and I have been eating chocolate biscuits, BUT, the bad mood/cloud has finally lifted and I was in the gym yesterday and was shocked at how different I looked.
I have to be honest, this isn't the wonder drug I thought it was going to be. I have ended up smoking, which is something I quit years ago (it's ok I've put it down now), and I've ended up with like this deep, deep anxiety for weeks on end.
Someone said on here a few weeks ago that it was getting rid of all the coping mechanisms and tbh food has been that final hurdle. I have self-medicated, I've quit alcohol, smoking vaping etc ... doing too much work... and today I dunno, I just feel different.
I have just started pen 2 of 5mg. I have two 2.5mg pens left in the fridge. My husband has asked I use these pens and don't use anymore.
I don't think I'm near where I want to be yet, but I am no longer obese and I'm in the overweight category now which tbh... is still huge.
Anyway, just thought I'd drop in, I'm still here. I'm still going. I think doing it through christmas is probably sensible as this is when my burn out tends to hit. I think I've done the rollercoaster bit now...the shine is off, but I think I'm feeling better now.