So lovely to see so many updates from people approaching their goal weight - well done!
I don't have a goal weight but I'm miles from it anyway - currently 17 stone 8lb. I'm notionally heading for 14 stone and see where I'm at. At that weight, I'm a size 14 usually. I will never have a healthy BMI. When I had hip bones that made sexual partners bleed (TMI) I was still classed as overweight. So I'm not paying even a bit of attention to BMI - I think I am the definition of 'big boned'.
But also, yes, really quite fat as well right now.
I messed up this morning's jab and have no idea what dose I got. I've been taking 3.75mg from a 5mg for the past 2 weeks and it was my intention to do it again today, but I was injecting into the back of my right arm and for some reason the plunger wouldn't depress very easily, and when I withdrew the needle there was LOADS of liquid beaded on it. I'm right handed and the angle was NOT working for me.
So I panicked and put 15 clicks in my left arm. 3.75mg = 45 clicks, so I have had something between 0mg and 5mg today.
Bit frustrated as I was doing fine on 3.75mg, losing 2lb to 3lb a week, feeling some hunger but nothing I couldn't ignore - it was all feeling very manageable. And now I feel like maybe I should go up to 5mg next week? And I won't get 6 x 3.75mg out of my 5mg pen now? And argh. I'll think about it all another day.
I'm feeling quite nauseous too.
Let's think of positives... NSV - a pair of dungarees that haven't fit me for ages, fit me again. They don't look especially ace, but it won't be long.
I don't think I have many victories I want to celebrate at the moment. I'm feeling quite daunted by the journey ahead, and this is a new feeling as I've not been very focused on 'the end' up until now, so the reality that I've almost 4 stone still to lose hasn't really been a problem.
But I do. I need to focus on how far I've come. And have a glass of water. And keep going...