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Name changed. Been with P 6 years. Fell asleep on Sofa tonight woke up went to bed. P fast asleep in bed you tube on. Turned it off messages open last message to ex from 22 46 "I love you with every fibre of my being" There's no excuse is there? I thought we were happy. I thought I knew him. I thought many things but at the very least he lies to me. Any advice MN bar do not do the pick me dance. I suppose I decide what I want and do that.

We are now NC. My choice. I could drive myself mad with what ifs buts maybes and explanations. No.

I hope things are feeling less painful than they were, one day at a time

I think of you now and again too, so glad to hear you've kept NC. Sounds like you are doing so well, being proactive with selling the house and asking for help too with counselling. You'll come through the other side and good times will be yours to enjoy again soon.

Consider changing your username, you are wonderful and special.

So they had their baby and appear to be OK despite the frequent I still love you whatever.. And I have been promoted! My family and I are all OK and life is good. Happy ending house sold new house imminent exam results to come. What a difference 6 months makes

Glad you are doing ok, op

Thank you for updating, OP. I have wondered about you, and am glad to hear that you and your children are doing well. 🦋

Yay op

congratulations on getting rid of the rot in your life my lovely 🌸💕