Not caught up with all the posts yet but I need a bit of a moan
Maybe even a bit of a boost?
I posted about a week ago saying I was going to concentrate on all the things I could do instead of what I couldn't do! That went well (not) Started doing the yoga for dummies dvd, 2 days later I was absolutely crippled by what I now know is likely to be BPPV. Been a bit better but haven't been able to do much since Saturday. Thought if it goes on much longer I'll have to go to the gp but they'll inevitably ask if there's any problems with my eyes. Due an eye test and know my sight is getting worse so off I trot (with hubby holding my hand in case I fall over!) Yes, indeed, my sight has got worse - cataracts in both eyes. I've been referred for surgery.
Now I guess on it's own I could manage, after all, cataracts are a routine operation now. But, I've got a mastectomy next month, tests on an ovarian cyst, scans on lumps that have come up under my skin. All of which is anxiety stoking enough having been diagnosed twice so far with cancer. The only thing stopping me from falling headfirst into cake and ice cream is the knowledge that I'll really suffer chronic pain if I do, so I won't. Oh, and my flipping rosacea has broken out for the first time in ages ggrrrrrr
It's two steps forward ten back at the moment and I'm feeling really grumpy and sorry for myself (and my poor hubby) I know this too will pass but really, life throws some crap sometimes 