Hi All. I've been AWOL a few days. Again. Sorry. I have been reading the thread.
Lots of shit going down in my life right now. Major blow ups with family. Not sure if it's me or them. I seem to be the common denominator. Maybe I deserve to be shat upon from a height. Anyway.
I'm still koko ing. It's the one thing in my life I CAN control. I haven't reached for sugar or alcohol when I'm stressed or hormonal or overhelmed or exhausted or feeling down. I am proud of that at least.
I can't sign off today without a mention to oldbooks and c4 and to welcome more newbies.
ob please look after yourself and don't hurt yourself any more. You are worth more than that. I find when I am stressed or angry I can do "furious cleaning. Usually in my kitchen. It never sparkles so much as when I'm crazy angry or stressed out. Another coping strategy I have is being creative, whether it's baking cakes, putting photos into frames and hanging them or gardening. Just the immersive activity is very calming. The cakes I take into work or give to family. People know I'm stressed if I come bearing baked goods!
c4 sorry to hear the test didn't go so well but glad your consultant is a can-do person and is facilitating your trip. I imagine you would be devastated if you couldn't go and that will do your mental health no good, so Hi5 for your consultant.
Enjoy the DGC chaos while it lasts. How lovely it is they come and stay. Fab on the core strength front. I'm working on this myself too.
Sorry I'm a bit useless in giving anyone else support right now. Sending love and lchf vibes to you all.