I'm neither positive nor negative today, just a big ball of anxiety ahead of the scan on Friday. Both sets of parents know we're duffed, and they know I'm getting scanned Friday but I haven't told them what time as I know they'll both be staring at their phones and I don't want to stress about contacting them if it's not a good outcome (why WOULDN'T it be???? is what I keep telling myself)
The good thing is I'm interviewing all day tomorrow and all morning Friday, so less time to let my crazy thoughts go wild and certainly less chance of me googling.
I felt a bit nauseous earlier, I'm having lots of CM and my boobs hurt if I really, really poke them, but other than that I am still symptomless. I think that's what's freaking me out so much. I just don't feel like there's anything in there, without any tiredness or MS, I feel like a fraud.
Urgh, sorry to bring my misery onto the so far positive thread two!