Sorry I'm going to butt in with an all about me post. Feel free to ignore it. Just need a rant. Also apologies if it doesn;t make a lot of sense I'm copying and pasting most of it from an email to my mum as I couldn't be bothered to re type it all again!!
Had my 12 week scan today. Baby is fine, very active and fidgety! The sonographer had to keep re-measuring as it was jumping around so much! Nuchal fold measured 1.4mm :) I can't believe how much it's grown since a fortnight ago, it was something like 35mm then and now it's 6cm. I saw it's little feeties and little stubby fingers 
ANYWAY
DXP (the D stands for dickhead) said that he wanted to come to the scan so he was going to book a taxi and pick me up at mine and go to clinic. Said he booked it for 9.30, scan was at 10. He called me at 9.40 saying the taxi was late so I asked if he'd called them back, and he said no. Eventually turned up at 10, by this time I'm in tears thinking I'm going to miss the scan and the ante natal place is dead busy so was thinking they wouldn't be able to reschedule if I'd missed it.
Then he has to stop at a cash machine cuz he hadn't bothered getting money out the night before. So eventually turn up at the place and there was a queue and he said "Well this is worrying I've got to be at work at 12" and I said I don't care. And he acted all shocked like I should. so I said all I care about is having the scan. And then he said blagh blagh blagh about the roads (which are free of snow ffs) and so on and I was like YOU SHOULD HAVE BOOKED THE TAXI FOR EARLIER AND THEN CALLED IT AS SOON AS IT DIDN'T TURN UP!!! And he did his childish huffy thing saying I can't believe you're blaming me for the roads. Which I wasn't I was blaming him for not even being responsible enough to order a taxi on time. And then i said if all you're worried about is work then f off. And he said fine i will then. And stormed off. So then I was stood there in the queue amidst loads of happy couples crying my eyes out.
Turned out the systems had crashed so there was a big backlog but that's not the point that's a fluke, it might not have happened. What if I had missed the scan?? I've just had enough. All I've done is think about HIM in all this, making sure he was involved, maing it easy for him but he can't even be bothered to come and see that the baby is OK so I can't be bothered with him. I am so angry with him I can't believe he just left like that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
And, funnily enough, no call or text or anything from him all day asking if the baby is OK. For all he knows the worst could've happened but he just doesn't give a fuck.