ICan
I wanted to share something with you, after telling you that I'm so so sorry for the loss of your darling hubby and that I hope we can all give you some support on here.
My children's grandmother lost her soulmate, her husband, when her youngest boy out of the four she had, was 2 years old. he died in a fatal car crash and she was left a widow with absolutely no idea what to do or how to cope. My children's dad told me she had some very difficult times, some very awful times where she felt like she couldnt deal with the grief. She had hardly any family who could support her in this country and not that many friends who stepped up to the mark, and as a result she had to just deal with it and get on with things, bringing up her four boys the best she could.
15 years on, she is the doting grandmother to her 2 grandchildren, and the proud mother of four lovely, educated and good hearted sons, two have a degree, one is gifted, and the other works at a well known hotel in a job he enjoys. They absolutely adore their mother and won't hear a word against her, and they have the utmost respect for her because of all she went through to bring them up on her own. She has been through so much op, just like you, and she has come through it, she has come through the storm smiling and out the other side. There will be hard times, but have faith in yourself op, because I know, you know, and all the other bereaved people and mnetters know you can do this, you can get through it and you WILL make a success of your life and bringing up your baby.
As someone once said, there is always sunshine after rain xxx