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Is this manipulation or am I overthinking?

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 09:59

Genuine question as I am prone to overthinking at times.
My bf of 6 months has revealed something about himself to me and asked me to keep it secret as it would change how people view him. It’s nothing criminal but more mental health related (he isn’t suicidal).

I am now feeling a bit lost because I don’t really know how to deal with this and I am feeling a bit overwhelmed, but I also don’t want to betray his trust by telling someone else. I have mental health issues myself and I feel like a hypocrite because he had always been so supportive of me.

One the one hand I understand why he asked me to keep it secret. On the other hand I feel strange because he knows me really well, and he knows that I usually talk to people if I struggle with something, but now I am in this strange and isolated place.

I might be overthinking this, so please let me know if I am being unreasonable.

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KarmaStar · 10/08/2023 21:54

You are not a good friend for him.

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 21:07

No to be honest I often take things to heart and I think something is my fault, so I’m “glad” to know that I should just ignore this if it happens.
He’s done nothing to make me question his character and he has been really good and supportive.
But if he starts acting differently soon then it’s a different story because I don’t want games. I feel a bit better now having gotten some perspective

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Stompythedinosaur · 10/08/2023 20:03

I think it's fair enough not to ask someone to share a private medical diagnosis tbh. I don't think it's manipulative.

Merryoldgoat · 10/08/2023 20:01

He did say that he can be unreasonable at times and that he doesn’t want me to think it’s my fault.

How on earth would HIS being unreasonable be your fault?

Its started already.

Merryoldgoat · 10/08/2023 19:57

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/narcissistic-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20366662

You would be mad to stick with him in my opinion.

You would be on your guard all the time. Plus having kids and him not being your priority? World of pain ahead.

I suspect he’s told you so he can use it to justify his shitty behaviour in the future.

’sorry - I can’t help it but I’ll try’

‘you know what I’m like - it’s not my fault’

’you knew what you were getting in to’

Narcissistic personality disorder - Symptoms and causes

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/narcissistic-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20366662

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 19:29

Pista41 · 10/08/2023 18:23

I agree with a PP that it may be one to watch… I wouldn’t run straight away, but if it’s NPD that can be extremely difficult to live with in a partner. I’d also wonder a bit if he’s telling you this to prep you and get you to tolerate bad behaviour (the early “sob story” to reel you in.)

You can probably tell I’ve had some bad experiences too! If you’re otherwise happy I’d just proceed with caution….

I don’t want to run away. I have mental health issues myself so I understand that it can be difficult and stigmatising. I think I’m just worried because of my background (experiences).
I’m glad that he told me. He did say that he can be unreasonable at times and that he doesn’t want me to think it’s my fault.
And yeah it’s that one so I’m not sure if I’ll be ok with it but I’ll have to see

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Pista41 · 10/08/2023 18:23

You can probably tell I’ve had some bad experiences too! If you’re otherwise happy I’d just proceed with caution….

TempName247 · 10/08/2023 18:17

You don’t have to continue a relationship with someone if they have issues or potential issues that could seriously impact you and your future. It sounds like you are feeling guilty for doubting the future of the relationship because he has mental health issues and we are taught to be supportive and kind. You will be always doubting his intentions and motivations, (is it him or the disorder) but it doesn’t really matter, you need to put yourself first and steer clear.

Magneta · 10/08/2023 17:18

coming back to this I was maybe too dismissive... your update that the revelation was itself associated with manipulative personality traits does change things quite a lot. If that was there in your OP my apologies, I missed it - I thought you were saying that just the fact he'd shared something with you and asked you not to tell others was the manipulative thing.

I would encourage you to think in more "shades of grey" about this. There are scenarios in which it's fine, but keep listening to your gut. It's going off way more information than we can ever have.

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 16:47

I don’t want to tell anyone. I had just been taken aback and got worried when I read up on it and saw that they can be manipulative because I have had bad experiences in the past. All good now

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MadKittenWoman · 10/08/2023 15:59

Merryoldgoat · 10/08/2023 10:26

I suppose it depends - Narcissistic Personality Disorder? Yes, I’d run.

Definitely this!

CurlewKate · 10/08/2023 15:51

Just because someone has a mental health condition doesn't mean that the can't also be manipulative. And it is potentially manipulative to tell someone something significant and worrying and THEN tell them they have to keep it completely confidential. It's taking away her options.

saffronsoup · 10/08/2023 15:30

This is not a good relationship for him. You wanting to spill anything he tells you and not respecting his right to privacy is really unfair to him. You can always talk to a therapist. There is zero reason to spill to family / friend / colleague circles. People in a relationship should be able to trust their partner to not share confidential medical information and given you are calling him manipulative for a completley normal act, this is the last thing he needs. You see him as manipulative and not worthy of basic respect - just what his fears were when telling you how others might see him.

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 15:26

I don’t know if he is on any medication. I didn’t ask 😳
He said that he was diagnosed years ago and that he used to be quite bad but that he has worked on it. Apparently he can have setbacks at times and will withdraw then. He said he didn’t want me to worry then if he says that he needs some time which is fair enough.

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saoirse31 · 10/08/2023 14:56

Sounds like he's telling you honestly how he feels. You can both have different views on things like letting people know re your health issues, and if you can both respect others view them there should be no issue.

WallaceinAnderland · 10/08/2023 14:44

Has he been diagnosed with this disorder. Is he on medication. How is it likely to affect your relationship?

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 14:13

No I wasn’t going to tell someone from my circle of friends/ family. I’m just a bit overwhelmed and unreasonable :)

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Backstreets · 10/08/2023 13:57

Unless it's something that actively hurts you/your relationship then he's not being unreasonable. It's very personal and intimate stuff, I'd hate for someone to chat about that with others if I had a diagnosis like that I confided in someone.

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 13:54

Thanks! I think it just to me by surprise (even though there were signs of it looking back). I don’t have the best radar and have been taken advantage of in the past but he hasn’t don’t anything to warrant judgment. This is on me

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ManateeFair · 10/08/2023 11:59

It's perfectly understandable and reasonable that he would rather keep his diagnosis private. There's nothing manipulative about that. Most people have things in their lives that they would share with some very close to them but wouldn't want other people to know about. That's normal.

If he is manipulative in other ways, or starts to use his mental health as an excuse for unacceptable behaviour, that's different of course. But simply saying 'I'd rather people didn't know because there's a stigma around it and I don't want people seeing me differently' is absolutely fine.

NEmama · 10/08/2023 11:44

It's good he has told you.
I'd wonder if it was hereditary when planning a future

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 11:33

It’s not borderline (which I am quite familiar with because I know 2 people with it and they talk about it openly).

Ok thank you. I’ll talk to him because I am clearly overthinking this all. I don’t want to betray his trust at all. Sometimes a bit of perspective is so helpful 😊

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yellowsmileyface · 10/08/2023 10:27

It he has bipolar or borderline personality disorder, both are burdened with very unfair and inaccurate reputations. Many people don't really understand these disorders. I certainly wouldn't jump to assuming he's manipulative because of it.

I think it would benefit you to do some research and try to get a better understanding of it.

Merryoldgoat · 10/08/2023 10:26

I suppose it depends - Narcissistic Personality Disorder? Yes, I’d run.

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Yellowcatseye · 10/08/2023 10:26

Magneta · 10/08/2023 10:20

Poor chap being accused of being manipulative just for sharing something important to him. Tell him you're struggling with it, while respecting that this is mainly about him, not you. It might open up more conversation with him which can help you process it, or open up another avenue for you.

It's a demonstration of trust. He feels close to you.

Thank you. I also feel that it’s really more of a me problem.

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