This isn't in any way/shape/form 'pushing boundaries'. This is just being a bit of a shit human. And scoring an own goal tbh.
Perhaps, rather than foisting the responsibility of your hypothetical (though based on this, I'd wager fruitless) future, experiment with pushing yourself to grow the fuck up? Crazy idea, I know.
Or sit on MN looking for praise for being HILARRIOUSSS for being a twat. Whatever floats your boat.