This is exactly how I feel.
I loved that he embraced who he was.
I loved the fact he openly said I'm a transvestite and this is what it's like.
I'm a man who likes to wear womens clothes, but they are not womens clothes really they are my clothes.
I read his autobiography I had his tours on video.
I saw him as someone out there not afraid to tear down Gender stereotypes, an activist against toxic masculinity and expectations of maleness.
Sadly now its like he doesn't give a fuck about breaking those stereotypes anymore, and is happy to condemning men to the high standards of masculinity he fought so hard against.
and now how horrifically he shows such contempt and hate for women, their reality, their biology, their rights, their opinions.
He is the absolute epitome of toxic masculinity, because(in his mind) how could he possibly be just a male when he has femine traits?