SW: 144kg
CW: 78kg
Hi losers!
I've been at 80kg since May - and the scales in the last week or so have FINALLY moved. I've really locked into the final few kgs because I am running out of pens, I only have 2 more, then I'm on the WG pill (really hope it works).
I'm just at a dirty spoons 😁 and I always get a coffee from the coffee machine, and there are two machines very close together tucked into a corner. Anyway, today, I was standing at one machine with my cup being filled up, and someone came to the other machine and filled theirs up!!!
At 23 stone, when I stood here, no one ever came to the other machine, either I took up so much space or what, but they always just waited their turn. I remember always squashing myself to the side, to give someone the space to use the other machine if they wanted to, but no one ever did.
It also reminds me of people who give larger people LOADS of space. Like if you're walking down a narrow pavement, so many times someone would stand at the side "after you" so I could go. What annoyed me is that there was plenty of space for both of us, so I wonder if it was a polite thing, or they don't want to accidently bump me, or just in general they assumed I would take up the whole pavement? I don't know but it's these little things, that now as a size 14, I don't get. Maybe it wasn't a polite thing because that same space, someone will happily walk or brush past me now😬
These NSV are messing with my head now! I'm second guessing everything!