Hello!
I've spent a while catching up and love reading a the updates. I don't take notes though and my memory is shot so im not going to be able to mention people by name but I so want to reply to everyone!
Thinking of you all and I am reading even if I'm quiet and so grateful people are sharing their stories.
Just to echo that yes to weight loss naturally slowing down. Thats absolutely to be expected. And hugs to everyone struggling. Thinking of those with funerals or recently split up with partners or in hospital in particular x
I'm took Jab 47 on Friday. (8mg)
SW Jan - 21st11
Cw today - 14st3
Next goal - 13st3 (bmi 30) Not obese will be fab.
Sort of goals
- not to have handfuls of stomach and wear size 14 jeans happily.
- 11stone for bmi 25 but I'd love to be 10stone 7. I don't know how realistic this will be.
Sometimes when I look at the numbers it doesn't seem real or possible what has happened already. Or when I look at photos and think about my limited mobility and general depression I was in this time last year.
My stomach feels huge. I know it's much smaller than it was. It's not round or hard it's much lower down and squishy... But it's feeling increasingly like an appendage attached to me and not in proportion to the rest of my body. I can't wear jeans yet or trousers as my lower stomach still feels round. My clothes size overall is restricted by my stomach.
Its strange. I can grab fist fulls of fat in my stomach and legs but it's all so loveable, I can sink fingers into my skin, it's like playdough. It's so different to being pregnant or morbidly obese when it was solid.
- I've just passed being "under 200lbs" which I think is wonderland.
- I'm nearly at bmi 30. Another stone...
- I've lost over 7.5 stone now.
My current world is I'm full time in person with almost no flexibility and I'm finding that hard. I've stopped the exercise which I want to get back to but I'm in survival mode a bit. I love the job though but it's all consuming. My Saturdays I often just crash especially after a difficult week and then I dont have time to catch up with life.