am I horrible?
I have 2 friends who liek to dog walk with me. Trouble is, I don't want to.
One of them has a dog, and she and steppedog play really well together and steppedog gets worn out (this is good) but even so....
They both wanted to join up for a walk over half term, but that would have meant the other friend (no dog) would have brought kids too. (and it would be later in the day, and my kids would have to be dragged out to join in)
I go out early and I am back at my desk by 10, having changed and made a cup of tea. With both friends we can't head out til 9, then it takes longer they walk slower and then we have a cup of tea afterwards, and the whole morning is gone.
Not only that but both are at having life stages where I am doing more supporting, and so it is less fun for me I think (grief that sounds selfish)
and lastly, my dog walking time is my head space, thinking, writing emails, ranting about things I can't rant about in real life.
So I sort of didn't get back to them, and have meetings I need to be at 
am I a bad person?