I leave you all a bit to wallow in self pity, do some displacement therapy by sewing my orchid trousers (nearly done will share pics tomorrow, also pics from a Cos haul that came in tonight as they had a promo on the knits on the weekend, retail therapy apparently necessary for wallowing as I also purchased another Equipment shirt from Vinted for €5
, bit of a gamble on the colour it's a sort of olive grey but the picture could be confusing it and maybe it's just a sort of elephant grey which is probably less versatile but it definitely looks olive grey on my screen) and did a lot of reading on my upcoming diet (appointment with dietician tomorrow so I feel a lot more prepared and turns out I'm already eating like this for the most part, turns out I'm not a lifelong picky eater just a self defensive one, even my preference for unripe green bananas turns out not to be some quirk 🤷) anyhow, you've all gone drooling over cardigans now
I've been toying with the Jil Sander pussy bow blouse too, in the purple colour strangely enough, to go with my orchid trousers and worn open, but I'm on the fence as I'm not the pussy bow type. Probably forgoing the coat as I'm half convinced it'll be like all other puffers and turn me into the Michelin man. I'm half tempted to go into the shop (don't yell at me, it's 'aloud' here, I also don't need to put butter in my tea, you weirdos) but it might be a waste of a trip if they don't have the full collection like they did with JW Anderson. I also noticed some say merino blend, I hope it's not the horrible blends that you get with the JW Anderson collabs where it's like 5% merino. I'd also like some more Airism activity leggings (yes my rec, I really rate them, prefer them over my more expensive Nike ones) but no black atm and I wish they'd come in a shorter length already. I often do my kettle bell exercises in whatever I roll out of bed with 
at Red in her scarf and wetsuit, don't get mistaken for a refugee!
Good score on the shirt, Flo, is it the Thomas Burberry line? They had that briefly, the logo with the double flags sort of set it apart and it was slightly cheaper and a touch more casual/easy, but the quality was amazing. I have a wool coat that I wear loads from that line and it still looks new.
Ahem, also, as a result of my wallowing, I've decided for now not to work on the advent calendar I just don't have the headspace for it at the moment and I don't want to stress my way through it later on. We'll have to think of something else to amuse us through December, although going by current world events lately, if that trend continues, it may just be collective wallowing. BYOW (Bring Your Own Wetsuit ya filthy mammals 
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