Hi all, still here and reading all your posts. You are all such an inspiration to me. We've all got different shit going on, deal with it the best we can whilst trying our best to stay sober. We do it most of the time too! That is a fantastic achievement.
Glad, hope you're ok. Post and vent whenever you need to. I don't think there is a single one of us who would disagree with that. What goes on the thread stays on the thread. I know I won't always be able to help with a practical solution but I'm good at virtual hugs 
Yellow well done on the night out.....it's my first on this Saturday but I'm ok with it.....at the moment.
Teapot, oh my word! I really hope that your Scottish break has been fab after its dodgy start. You held steady and dealt with it.
Cheesy I'm glad that things are getting back to normality for you. Work can be a good leveller I think. You have lots of other things to distract you.
Lucy I love a good wedding and your DS's sounds just lovely
I had a really bad spell of about an hour on Sunday. MIL was here for an evening meal. Looooong story but we no longer have the best relationship, we tolerate each other but that's about it. I could have murdered a glass (VAT) of red but I just kept reminding myself how I would feel when I woke up on Monday and the thought of the guilt and shame stopped me thank God. I'm proud of myself because everyone else was drinking and we did have (still have) a couple of spare bottles of red in the house.
I'm listening to AJ's healing app every night. It's lovely