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Support for those in Emotionally Abusive Relationships

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ViVee · 20/05/2011 21:49

I thought it would be a good idea to start a thread, a place to vent, offer support, advice.

I'm in an emotionally abusive relationship but I'm trying to find the tools to fight back - I've recently started counselling & the Lundy Bancroft book (Why Does He Do That? Inside The Minds of Angry and Controlling Men) (recommended by mumsnetters) has become my bible.

Anyone else feel the same?

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wizbitwaffle · 01/06/2011 13:18

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ItsMeAndMyPuppyNow · 01/06/2011 14:36

wizbit: Yes, there will.

You've taken all sorts of smart concrete steps in response to his threats. That already shows that you are not letting his anger intimidate you into getting his way. So you see, you are already not letting yourself be scared by his anger, at least not into inaction. Someday you will even be completely unaffected by it. His anger is not your problem, it's HIS baggage.

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 14:47

wizbit I honestly do feel for you... my exH told me last night that if I don't get back with him he will kill himself...
I know if he chose to do that that would be his choice and I should not feel guilty but I am so angry that he feels that he has the right to continue to abuse me in this way.
Only a matter of minutes ago he was on the phone telling me to "go fuck myself"... wanker

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jellyvodkas · 01/06/2011 15:15

LEt him kill himself,, yeah right,,,,... he wont Humptydidit. As I used to say to myself. "Do us all a favour...." with my Ex.
Stay strong WIZBITWAFFLE ... I cant feel what you are going through....total bastards all of them.. Bullies and dam unkind .
I just hate the way they use their fowl loud temper to intimidate us females and think they will get their own way.
My Ds is back from 4 days at his Dads, and all I can say is I am just glad he is home and he didnt come back in a horrible mood.

Wishing you guys going 'through it' all the luck in the world....you dont deserve all this crap. >

jellyvodkas · 01/06/2011 15:16

WIZ .. I meant I CAN FELL........ not CANT ! sorry !

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 15:27

spoke to solicitor, feel better now

exH told me last night he is not taking his medication any more - he is insulin dependent diabetic, that is his decision not on the advice of a doctor.
Solicitor says that I am perfectly within my rights to refuse him access to kids...
taking a deep breath before actually breaking it to him

HerHissyness · 01/06/2011 15:31

hugs for humpty and wiz. In time you will look back on this and laugh, I promise. Hold on in there, keep talking to us, keep asking legal advice and accept no, and I mean ZERO responsibility for all of this. These men chose to make life like this, it'd have been easier just to be nice, wouldn't it?

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humptydidit · 01/06/2011 15:39

So made the call and he went mental... says he is coming round here to get his kids

I am now inside the house with the doors and windows locked and scared. Dunno what he's going to do but hope he hurries up and does it.

How fucking dare he do this to me? Angry

Told him to ring the solicitor if he wants to discuss it, ex just rang me again asking for the solicitors name. What does he hope to acheive by phoning him up and threatening him??? Why did I ever get involved with this wanker?

HerHissyness · 01/06/2011 15:40

If he batters the door, call the police, please humpty?

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 15:44

Oh wizbit you must with hold access if you have been told you can... I was told that I had no grounds for with holding access until today...

If you can't get the words out, then email it to him, then you have it in writing and he can't try to say that you never told him

xx

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 15:46

hissy don't worry I will, I almost hope he does cause a scene and then action can be taken against hiim.

TBH I doubt that he will come... I spoke to my DV support worker earlier, she said that actually the risk to the woman goes up when the abuser threatens abuse, because if they are feeling reckless enough to want to kill themselves then they will have no qualms about hurting anyone else Shock but makes sense I guess Sad

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 15:47

jelly that must be hellish for you having to send your ds to spend so much time with his dad... I can't even think about my kids going to their father overnight... It just makes me feel sick Sad

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humptydidit · 01/06/2011 16:37

solicitor just rang me and said ExH phoned him and can you believe it... exH tried to gaslight the solicitor Shock Shock Shock

Idiot!

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bigbuttons · 01/06/2011 20:19

Oh dear humpty how very scary for you. What a tosser. Yes phone the police, in fact phone them anyway and say you are scared, at least that way they will be ready. The chances are he won't turn up, it's nearly always talk. these men are cowards of the first degree.

I remember once we couldn't find stbex. He works from home, in an outbuilding. We couldn't reach him on the phone, he wasn't in his bedroom, office light was off. Stbex is a creature of habit and this was very odd. I soon found myself getting rather excited that he might have had a heart attack or something, in his office and died. He finally turned up, had turned his phone off or something. I was so disappointed. I was seriously hoping that he'd died.
wizbit and jelly hugs to you both. I have no words of wisdom. YOu are all further along the path than I am, but I can try and help just a little if i think of something that might help or comfort.
I know what you mean about being scared of making them angry. My stepmother who is a trained counsellor said years and years ago of stbex that he wasn't a man you wanted to disapprove of you. It's so true he has spent the last day telling me by email what a feckless, lazy spendthrift I am, spending all his money. I don't care I'll just keep on spending it LOL. Infact the emails make me LOL which I reply with often it drives him bonkers. He calls it a lazy reply, that I am not intelligent enough to compose a proper reply. I tell him it's simply a truthful reply because his words ARE comical.

I was in town today walking around with a couple of my children, just enjoying being around people without his anger. he hates people, they are too ugly and fat and common, touching him as they walk past.
Stbex hates larger women in particular, he says people on public transport gave him fleas and he means this in all seriousness. He thinks nothing of shouting " eat more chips" to a skinny woman or " eat less chips" to a larger one ( from a car though so they can't come and whack him).

He despises women I think. He's always commenting on women's sizes on the tv in front of the kids, saying things like" she needs to lay off the pies" I hate this, I hate what it is signalling to my daughters in particular.

I am preparing the kids for leaving. We talk a lot about all the nice things we'll do in our new house, without daddy. How happy we'll be. I make sure they understand why I am leaving. They all know it's because daddy isn't nice to mummy. The youngest 2 dc's are 4 and 5 and they dislike him intensely anyway. They call him a bad man and don't like to be in his company. The 4 year old won't talk to him at all.

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bigbuttons · 01/06/2011 20:52

wizbit, my well trained 11 year old has my beer opened alreadyWink. stbeh is out playing football and we are watching britain's got talent. It's too late and I don't care. As soon as HE arrives he'll make a fuss. But I feel liberated just for this little bit of time.
Let us know what happens tomorrow, remember , we're right behind you, stand firm. x

humptydidit · 01/06/2011 22:30

I am totally wrung out... chilling with a cuppa then off to bed.

But relieved that at last somebody in authority ie. the solicitor has listened and taken what I said seriously, and actually now I have been told that I am the reasonable one and he is unstable... I already knew that, but it helps when somebody actually believes it iyswim...

Night All
xx

bigbuttons · 02/06/2011 08:56

humpty ad wizbit, hope you are ok this morning

humptydidit · 02/06/2011 10:18

MOrning buttons, all ok here, no trouble or hassle here. ExH sent about 8 emails last night calling me all the names under the sun. Wrote back once saying that I was not engaging in that conversatoin and to speak to my solicitor if he has any queries.

I am still totally exhausted, but the sun is shining and I have an old freind visiting for the day, so all's well!!!

Hope wizbit is ok today. Keep going wizbit, it will all turn out in the end Smile

wizbitwaffle · 02/06/2011 13:03

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HerHissyness · 02/06/2011 14:44

Where's a Molotov Cocktail when you need one Grin

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