Morning all, caught up on the last few pages of last night.
Sorry to the pp who has woken up to news of a colleague. Hope you are feeling ok.
I 'had a moment' last night. It all got too much, my anger at the govt, at my workplace, my fear for releatives and, well, anyone really who has an increased chance of getting this badly, my incredulity at people who are still arguing 'it's just flu', my sheer disbelief at my dh who a. Still thinks we won't get it as badly as Italy etc and b. Who thinks despite having asthma, a young child and one on the way, if the hospital needs volunteers he would go help because 'I'm young and healthy, I won't get it'.
I had a good bloody cry at the whole damn situation and have woken up still feeling so helpless.
Like many of you I am switching, multiple times a day now, between total fear and sheer panic, to 'well it's just a matter of time now' and back again.
To everyone who have additional reasons to be scared - existing illnesses, you and your family working in public facing roles etc - I'm thinking of you. And I hope things progress soon and measures are taken to really reduce your risk of exposure.
To everyone on this thread - thank you for being a calming presence in the middle of this shit storm. Whilst what we talk about is scary, in the short time I have been following these threads I know I can count on you all to help me feel grounded again.
[Flowers]
and a handhold for everyone.